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Welcome to the Human Prototype blog, a space where the past and present converge to showcase the evolution of a life in progress. Inspired by my TEDx talk, "I am a Prototype," this blog is part of a broader journey of transformation through journaling, capturing the essence of living as a perpetual prototype. Each week, during 2024, I reviewed my archives from 2016, contrasting journal scans filled with drawings against the backdrop of my current experiences.
Squats, Pens, and Personal Revivals
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Then: May 2nd - 8th, 2016
It was a fantastic week! Look at me hitting a front squat and three back squats at 135 lbs (61kg)—strong legs right there, baby! I balanced it out with some yoga and waffles, because why not?
This week marked my fourth or fifth visit to a local theatre within 2 weeks— a gem I stumbled upon in the desert city of Dubai. This place has significantly shaped my interest in the performing arts. It's intriguing to look back and see how this interest began to unfold.
The week was also peppered with birthdays and lively gatherings with my CrossFit community. And yes, again, new pens! Despite my efforts to curb my pen-buying addiction, it continued until very recently. Why stop now? Because I have every pen I could ever need. Plus, I've got an iPad with unlimited digital pens (and yes, I've even bought some digital pens—no judgment, please, I’m just being real here).
Back to this week of 2016, there seems to be less work-related content, though you might notice I celebrated completing the specifications for a Christmas selection box—truly a beautiful box made by moi. Let me actually put a picture here.
Another recurring theme in my journal is my struggle with eating too much chocolate. Working in a chocolate factory didn't help, with endless supplies of chocolate and ice cream at every turn. My willpower was, understandably, insufficient. And yes, I’m indulging in some chocolate right now as I write! (Peanut butter and dark chocolate to be precise).
Now: April 29th - May 5th, 2024
This week, there's been a noticeable shift in energy—a blend of discomfort and new portal openings. It might sound mysterious, and I’m fine with that.
After discussing my zombie mode last week, I’m pleased to report a significant improvement! How did I do it? By working on shedding the heavy burden of victimhood and reclaiming the narrative of my life. It sounds a bit vague and cliché, but it's true. For a while, I carried anger over past wrongs, both recent and not. Now, I’m focusing on switching that narrative—not just dwelling on the anger but also building a better story for myself; and importantly, accepting that I can both carry some anger and be empowered. At least I am no longer angry at myself for being angry. Has it helped? I’d like to think so, at the very least.
In terms of work, I accepted a commission from a former client (from 2021) to create a custom illustration for their new office. It's a little scary, but I’m approaching it with ease and aiming to make it a joyful experience. Intriguingly, another client from 2021 also reached out for a custom illustration—a recreation of their wedding photo for a poster. I’m excited to draft the proposal for this potentially beautiful project inherently filled with love.
Additionally, I received my Human Prototype T-shirt samples and cleared the first stage of the trademark application process. The energy is definitely shifting!
For more on this week, check out the accompanying audio.
Hear the journey: There's a unique intimacy in spoken words—a warmth and immediacy that text alone may not convey. In my weekly audio commentary, I share reflections both deep and light-hearted, offering a companion piece to the visual and written narrative.
Companion Links: Extend Your Journey
- I recommend checking out Lee Harris’ May energy update (30min). Lee is an intuitive who takes the pulse every month on what is showing up for us emotionally, mentally and spiritually. The key themes for this month are:
- Major Expansion Energy Coming into May after all we went through in April,
- Personal Upgrades Coming in Fast, and
- The Battle for Freedom in Increasing Public Awareness.
- If you’re thinking about offering custom artworks, feel free to take my Fiverr gig description for inspiration.
- BONUS link: the link of links! I have compiled all of the links I share weekly in this handy Prototyping Toolbox for you.
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Together, let's embrace the beauty of becoming, the intrigue of what was, and the promise of what is yet to come.
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